The River Is Flowing With Your Lies

We traveled a path of disbelief an unwanted truths. We said we make it through. Our promises dangled like icecicles slowly melting. Lies are born in minds with weak ties and hearts are broken by devils with devious smiles. On the tables sits a memory that has now faded from our lives.

You said you had the safety on yet this bullet went through me and the gun is still smoking. You said.... You said....

I laid there beside you as you were slowly planning our demise while I was thanking the Lord for the blessing of you. We fought, we screamed and we broke sentimental things. For what it's worth I always loved you, I always believed we could create what they never believed in.

You said that life without me was never living yet there you are within his arms. Sharing gifts with a smile and I am still standing where you said we'd meet. You said... You said...

This river is flowing with your lies and the fish have all died....



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One Moment That Is Forever Ours

Outside the rain is pounding against the windows bringing sound to the nights silence. The cold air within the house has me and you snuggled up together lovers lost together. I look into your eyes accepting my fate as the one who will be yours. We share soft hello kisses as you tell me, "Hello babe." I reply, "Hello beautiful." In this moment we have found our paths intertwined with hearts full of love and hope. I take your hand within mine and as our fingers lock with the perfect grasp, I lean closer and taste your lips again. You smile at me as I quickly lick your teeth, you giggle and tell me to stop. I smile and kiss you one more time. I slide behind you and you cuddle up against me as we start to watch the first movie in our movie marathon. We talk, laugh, and take in every bit of this day. As your eyes close I find my self moving your hair out of your face slowly etching every bit of you to memory in this moment. This day will forever be apart of me just as I hope that you will be. Your eyes open to me as you ask, "What you doing baby?" all I can say is, "I am admiring this blessing that is you baby." You smile pull me to you and tell me to sleep with you. We share a good night kiss as our dreams take us away....

I Will Enjoy My Simple Life With A Smile

I put the key in the door unlock it and as I walk in my world again emotions overwhelm me. This house we have built with our family in mind. I hang my coat on our coat holder as I remember when we bought it you were 8 months pregnant with our first child, Kiana. I still remember rubbing your belly and singing songs to her as I patiently waited for her arrival. Now she is 3 years old full of life and the joy she will bring the world is nothing I have ever witnessed. As I walk down the hall I hear music playing from the kitchen an old Michael Buble song. I smile because every day you cooked you loved to have music playing for you as you sang and put love into your cooking. Now this has become a sight I try to always be around for. Seeing your smile as you cook lights up my world. The way you sing like a bird is a true delight to my ears, but what I have come to love the most is how you dance and perform a song like you were live in concert for 10,000 fans. These moments are truly classic to me and I would never want to be any where in the world but right here with you. Your hair tied up with your favorite cooking apron on is the perfect portrait of beauty to this simple man. I simply say, "Hello Beautiful!" as we shared a small delicate kiss. I look over to see our growing daughter drawing in her new color book with the biggest smile on her face. I give you a hug and kiss your cheek as you ask, "What's wrong babe?" I smile and simply reply, "Baby I love you and what we have made, what we have, what our future holds together." I sit back as I watch my world march to the beat of its own drum and here I am happy. A loving home filled with a beautiful wife an amazing daughter and a hope for this simple world to grow with out any complications. Though I know there will be many new factors, for now I will enjoy my simple life with a smile.....