The Last Tear...

She woke up tears in her eyes and the sun shining through the curtains. Her heart felt heavy and soul felt as if it was laying on its death bed. As far as she knew this would be her last time for love...for life.... Her mind swept through her memories. How his touch could give her energy she has never felt, how his kiss would bring her to her knees and how just one look from him would bring joy to hear soul. As her mind continued to take her to all those fond memories she came to the reason she is alone in her bed. How he lied of his indiscretions, how he would spend hours within some other woman's arms, how he would kiss her after leaving the other woman. Her Heart instantly went from pain and agony as she gripped the bed sheets to anger and within the anger she found strength. She sat up wiped her tears, caught her breathe and thought to her self this is the last tear I will shed for that man. Her eyes focused as she looked to the curtain smiling, she is over being his weeping willow. Today this is and will be about her life, her tears will be shed for joy and he will no longer hold her heart a prisoner. She exhaled as her mind raced with the new things she will accomplish as she broke the chains that held her hostage to this bed. No more sad movies in black and white, no more past regrets and no more sadness. Her heart will stand on top of the world and smile, her soul will become the survivor that he will miss and her mind will freely explore this brand new world she is apart of! She stood up and walked towards the window personifying her will to overcome the pain she felt. She opened her curtains, let the sun in and with this simple event it was the beginning of her new start in life. She has found the will, the strength to live on and become better then she has been....this is her life....Her arms stretched out holding the curtains looking out beyond her room....she simply smiles and says, "Hello World I'm coming..."

Good Morning Kisses

She woke up to me playing my guitar filling the air with thoughts of love and and past glorious times. She came up behind me wrapped her arms around me and kissed me one of those soft tender good morning kisses. The type of kiss you savior every time you get one. She listened to me play as she hopped over the chair and sat next to me. I sing to her good morning an she tells me of how she woke up and heard me playing and how she smiled to herself. It always surprises me how life gives me the perfect moments to hold on to. So I led her into the kitchen slowly playing her fave song. "Oye mami, ben aqui! come eat a lil breakfast with me. I've cooked for you and may our mornings be spent like this for many more to come!" She smiled and giggled bout how goofy my songs were. She said, "Papi I'd spend these mornings like this only if you make up a new song every morning!" I simply smile lean in and taste those beautiful soft lips again! How I have come to love her good morning kisses. We sit down and eat. I take in every moment that we share and store it into my memory like all the pictures of us up on the walls captured moments of happiness scattered in our new home. As we taste our last bite of food I lean over move her hair out of the way smile and give her one more soft good morning kiss nice and slow. My lips smile a bit within our kiss and I look into her eyes. I decide with out a second guess I will make up a new song every morning and we will spend every morning just like this.....

It begins...

I stood outside the airport looking out into a world that I have never known. The air carried a crisp cool breeze my hands a bit sweaty as I stand there nervous. She drives up into the arrivals her eyes searching and breathe a bit shallow as she looks for him. This is the first time she has been so excited and so wreckless at the same time! She sees me and her heart jumps in her chest like a fluttery hummingbird. She breathes slow tries to catch her breathe before she pulls up to him. He know she is coming he jus talked to her. He is smiling jus ready to meet her for the first time. She stands outside her car he catches her eyes and she says the first, "Hello there, Travis!?" I smile a bit lost in her beauty and replies, "Well today is a good day!" and with those words she knows. She pops the hood and while he loads his luggage in the back she looks through the back mirror talking to herself, "stay calm, wow my heart is jittery, calm he is gorgeous!" As I approach the passenger side and I think, "Whoa that is some kind of amazing!" I opens the door looks to her as she looks back, "Hey beautiful." His eyes seem to look into her soul like no one has ever even tried. Her heart quivers a bit. She simple replies, "Hey you, lets get this show on the road." She turns the music down jus a tad and looks over to see him looking out through the windows in complete fascination of this world around him but he turns to look at her and his first words are, "How are you?" She blinks thinking for a minute she felt as if no one had ever asked her about herself and meant it. He looks to her she feels him touching her soul. She can only come up with, "I'm Good!" Though her soul wanted to leap for joy and scream to the world, "Oh yay Its my birthdaaaaaay!" while dancing all her best dance moves! She smiles thinking of this. He tells her his glad to hear it and speaks of how happy he is. His heart racing wanting to hold her hand possible share a soft passionate kiss. I see her reaching to adjust the radio station and I reach out and take hold of her hand look at her and says, "This is fine babe." She feels her heart feeling all types of joy cause he didn't let go of her hand. She repeats in her head, "his hand feels so nice" Our hands speak volumes of how young love can grow from such a simple touch. How the words of a heart can't truly express how amazing it feels as we hold hands. In that moment their hearts are in sync like the perfect chords playing their first song together. He watches her drive taking in every bit of her and adding her to his memory. How her hair drapes along her face. How her eyes are look of such beauty, innocent yet her soul mature. Her lips look of soft joy. The touch of her skins engulfs me with a pure smile something I have never felt. Its so amazing how she can bring adjectives to life for him. I have never known someone who could bring so many words to life. Here in this car on this drive the beginning of his journey in his wild life and its here I find the perfect place for my soul....Here with her...I smile ready for the journey....and so it begins...