Wednesday, January 20, 2010

The Last Tear...

She woke up tears in her eyes and the sun shining through the curtains. Her heart felt heavy and soul felt as if it was laying on its death bed. As far as she knew this would be her last time for love...for life.... Her mind swept through her memories. How his touch could give her energy she has never felt, how his kiss would bring her to her knees and how just one look from him would bring joy to hear soul. As her mind continued to take her to all those fond memories she came to the reason she is alone in her bed. How he lied of his indiscretions, how he would spend hours within some other woman's arms, how he would kiss her after leaving the other woman. Her Heart instantly went from pain and agony as she gripped the bed sheets to anger and within the anger she found strength. She sat up wiped her tears, caught her breathe and thought to her self this is the last tear I will shed for that man. Her eyes focused as she looked to the curtain smiling, she is over being his weeping willow. Today this is and will be about her life, her tears will be shed for joy and he will no longer hold her heart a prisoner. She exhaled as her mind raced with the new things she will accomplish as she broke the chains that held her hostage to this bed. No more sad movies in black and white, no more past regrets and no more sadness. Her heart will stand on top of the world and smile, her soul will become the survivor that he will miss and her mind will freely explore this brand new world she is apart of! She stood up and walked towards the window personifying her will to overcome the pain she felt. She opened her curtains, let the sun in and with this simple event it was the beginning of her new start in life. She has found the will, the strength to live on and become better then she has been....this is her life....Her arms stretched out holding the curtains looking out beyond her room....she simply smiles and says, "Hello World I'm coming..."

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